I want a boyfriend

But truthfully, I'm not ready. I want someone to share my life with, laugh at all my dumb comments and hug me when things get tough. I want to hear everything that happens in their life. What they ate for dinner and which one of their toes is bigger. But I don't want to deal with finding the right guy. I'm still not ready to date guys, I don't know if I ever will be. I don't feel like it. I don't want to deal with all the crappy guys that just want down my pants. (cough tinder cough) I'm so sick of having guys only want one thing. They only ask questions to find out what will make you get with...

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What I am?

I'm ditzy, blonde and I'm not always the smartest tool in the shed. However I do love the people around me. Sometimes a little too much and I'm not very great at letting go of those people. Maybe it's because I always think of the best of them in my head. I always wonder why people like me. Do they like me for my ideas, thoughts or random comments? Do they like me for being caring? or do they only like me because I'm a push over? Because I'm a person you can repeatedly make fun of. I've had failed friendships in the past 5 years and I'm always upset when it happens. I always take the blame...

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Logan

February is always my "blah"month. School started back up and there is still snow on the ground that I want to leave. Assignments start to pile up and I don't want to do them! The snow makes you stay inside not wanting to leave the warm blankets on your bed. Not wanting to leave your bed, makes it harder to see people/friends and hang out with them. Moving back to Salt Lake has been great but I don't know as many people as I did in Logan. I have less people to choose from in Salt Lake, which is life but it makes me sad knowing that about 80 miles away, I have those people that would craw into...

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Maddie, a poem

Madeline Millburn.  is one of the nicest people I know.  is kind in so many different ways. always picks me up when I'm feeling down. never tells me I'm dumb. is my blogging buddy. was the best roommate.  has the best hair ever. doesn't judge me for being superficial. is very thoughtful in all of her actions.  is very inclusive to everyone around her.  is ms independent and doesn't need no man.  is now legal, but smarter than that.  listens to all of my worries and eases them. is such a supportive friend. loves it when I...

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Is God right for me?

I remember being a little girl sitting in a classroom and thinking "is this it? what is the point to life?" I got to see many of my classmates have all these cool religions, with different holidays and events. Then there was me, the little white girl that didn't know. I knew nothing much of God. I knew that my best friend and her family didn't believe in him.  I knew that I was told to be a "good person" by my parents. Being a good person was standing up for what was right and facing your fears, much like David and the lion or norah and his arch. My mother would read me stories at night...

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How to get over a bad day

How to get over a bad day. Open your computer. Forget Facebook is a thing. Google "Gilmore Girls".  Watch as many episodes as you can. If that doesn't work, try some wine or hot chocolate&nbs...

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Memories

I wrote this 2 years ago. It was my first year of college and it brought back so many memories.  and this is collegewhen you get to college, you see people from high school you never talked to. you become friends.first thing I learned at college. putting 8 girls together and having 8 guys across the hall…drama.you best friend WILL leave you. you can’t relay on them anymore. your not cool enough…live with it, get new ones.you learn to become scarred of your best friend. you didn’t think it would hurt this much to watch her get new friends.the distance will hurt, its...

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