Do you ever just feel like your stuck in life. Like you can't move forward, but there is no going back. Thats how I feel right now. I'm stuck in this place where I feel like I can't move on from. Am I ever going to be good enough? Am I ever going to be able to follow my dreams? My whole life I felt like problems have just followed me throughout school and I thought maybe when I finally got to college that would change. That I would be proving people wrong. But I can't. I didn't prove them wrong. Will it ever change? Will I ever be good enough? How will I ever become a person to look up to when I can't get over this bump in the road? I have to do this. I know I do. I just wish I was like everyone else. That I be normal. That wouldn't have to work so hard at living my life. I just want my dream so bad and I can't get it.
Friday, September 28, 2012
Speed bump
Do you ever just feel like your stuck in life. Like you can't move forward, but there is no going back. Thats how I feel right now. I'm stuck in this place where I feel like I can't move on from. Am I ever going to be good enough? Am I ever going to be able to follow my dreams? My whole life I felt like problems have just followed me throughout school and I thought maybe when I finally got to college that would change. That I would be proving people wrong. But I can't. I didn't prove them wrong. Will it ever change? Will I ever be good enough? How will I ever become a person to look up to when I can't get over this bump in the road? I have to do this. I know I do. I just wish I was like everyone else. That I be normal. That wouldn't have to work so hard at living my life. I just want my dream so bad and I can't get it.
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